I don't want your sympathy. I don't want your comments or your emails. I just want you to know that I'm in hell again. If the do-gooder in you absolutely must send me kind thoughts, please do it telepathically.

But you know what's really sad? It's that there's nowhere to go (other than a loony bin) if you can't cope anymore and you desperately want to just find a very basic sanctuary with a bit of quiet and some privacy and two simple meals a day till you either get back on your feet or till death mercifully finds you. I get a veterans pension, but there's just no decent places to go...

I obviously want too much...